I need a moment.
I feel tears welling up and ready to spill if I let them.
My trainer keeps telling me to find ways to manage my stress better. No eating or drinking away the stress. Reduce my stress he says.
I KNOW! Seriously, I'm not trying to seek it out. Life is happening. Events are conflicting with my plans for me. Surprises are popping up; some wanted, some not. Health issues. Relationship issues. Work issues.
Adulting is hard.
And sometimes tears are the best way for me to feel my feelings and let them wash over me so that I can move on.
Sometimes I need to do this alone. Sometimes I want to be held. But almost always I just need to feel the feelings and let the tears flow so that I can move on.
I'm gonna be ok.
I AM ok.
But in this moment this is hard. No judgment. It is what it is and that's ok.